SELAMAT HARI RAYA!

Selamat hari raya minal aidil walfaizin
mohon maaf zahir dan batin

from your lovely brunei friend: Era!

I hope you guys enjoy your days with your family :)
and Please forgive me, what i've done in the past or everywhere..

so PLEASE FORGIVE ME! :)

Baby - Justin Bieber

Ohh wooaah Ohh wooaah Ohh wooaah
You know you love me,I know you care
Just shout whenever, And I'll be there
You are my love, You are my heart
And we will never ever ever be apart

Are we an item? Girl quit playing
We're just friends, What are you sayin'
So there's another and look right in my eyes
My first love broke my heart for the first time,

And I was like
Baby, baby, baby oohh
Like baby, baby, baby noo
Like baby, baby, baby ooh
I thought you'd always be mine mine

Baby, baby, baby oohh
Like baby, baby, baby noo
Like baby, baby, baby ohh
I thought you'd always be mine,mine

oh oh
For you, I would have done whatever
And I just cant believe we ain't together
And I wanna play it cool, But I'm loosin' you
I'll buy you anything, I'll buy you any ring
And I'm in pieces, Baby fix me
And you shake me til' you wake me from this bad dream

I'm going down, down, down, down~
And I just can't believe , my first love won't be around

And I'm like..
Baby, baby, baby oohh
Like baby, baby, baby noo
Like baby, baby, baby ohh
I thought you'd always be mine, mine

Baby, baby, baby ohh
Like baby, baby, baby noo
Like baby, baby, baby ohh
I thought you'd always be mine, mine

Luda, When I was thirteen , I had my first love
There was nobody that compare to my baby
And nobody can't be between us
Or can ever come above
She had me going crazy
Oh, I was starstruck
She woke me yyee-up daily
Don't need no starbucks
She make my heart pound
Lets give her beat when I see her in the street
and, At school, on the playground
But I really wanna see her on a weekend
She knows she got me dazing
Coz she was so amazing
And now, my heart is breakin'
But I just keep on sayin'..

Baby, baby, baby ohh
Like baby, baby, baby noo
Like baby, baby, baby oooh
I thought you'd always be mine,mine

Baby, baby, baby ohh
Like baby, baby, baby noo
Like baby, baby, baby oooh
I thought you'd always be mine,mine

(Now I'm all gone)
YeahYeahYeah
YeahYeahYeah
(Now I'm all gone)
YeahYeahYeah
YeahYeahYeah
YeahYeahYeah
(Now I'm all gone)
YeahYeahYeah
YeahYeahYeah
Now Im all gone, gone, gone, ooh

Im gone

Homework

the death of Patricia

Patricia was invited me to sleepover at her house and also 10 pupils. Patricia lives far away from my house, she live at manor house in Beverly Hills while I live in Chicago. So she asks me to come and stay at her house for three days. I wouldn’t go back to Chicago, it’s just a wasting a money. So I decide to stay at her house but not only me stay at her house and also the rest. The rest of us just have a fun night with Patricia and just stay at her house for a couple day.

It’s already midnight, I felt so tired and also the rest. We are heading to our room, there’s no one left behind me. My room was very far from Patricia’s room and the rest. Everyone is gone to sleep but except me. I don’t feel exhausted because of the party but I just want to rest for awhile and read one of my favorite books. After reading the book, I was very thirsty and I don’t have my glass beside my table lamp. So I decide to take water for drink.

It was dark and cold all over the place. I was alone walked around in this house because Patricia’s house is huge. No one can’t imagine of her house. I would’t remember where her kitchen but there is something wrong at her place. Well, I’m not sure what it is. Finally, I found the kitchen but then suddenly have one guy come to the have kitchen. I’m not sure what his doing, probably he have a sleep disorder or else. I ask him “What are you doing in the kitchen?’’ and he said “nothing, I’m just thirsty, and how about you? Why are you doing in the kitchen in the middle of the night?” I reply his question with very low voice “me??? Same like you did. I’m just thirsty and my glass is totally empty so I decide to come in here”. And then that guy went off suddenly. I’m not sure what he did, but its make me full of curiosity about him. It’s already 12.30 am, and I go back to my room and to take a nap.

The next day, I was taking a breakfast with 10 pupils but it seems that there’s missing around this kitchen, but I’m not sure what it is. It’s kind of awkward when I talked to the stranger pupils because I never seen them before or never talk to them in personal maybe those pupils are Patricia’s friend but she never mention their name to me. So I ask one of them, do you know where’s Patricia go? And one of her friends answer with very nice voice, she said “no, I don’t see her this morning, maybe she’s still in her room! Why don’t you check her?” She gave me a good idea. I said to her “yes, thank you for your suggestion.

So I went to Patricia’s room to check whether she is there or no. when I open her door room and check, there’s no one in there maybe she’s in a library. Patricia is a book worm because she has her own library at her house. So I went to the library and what I see, the light is still open. I don’t know what her doing that time. So I went inside it and I saw there’s dead women lay in the floor. I was scared and I looked who will be that person. So when I near to the person and look at that person, I was shock and run away from that place to tell the rest that PATRICIA IS DEAD.

So I told every single thing about Patricia so that Sherlock Holmes is easy to find who the killer is.

Without you

I can't live without you because you are the most important in my life.

I always think of you, when you are not here

My heart won't complete without you

I just want you to be here for me

i want to tell you that ;

I miss your laughter

I miss your jokes

I miss you every single day

My heart won't move if you were not here

I guess i'm in love with you

- this is the way i want to tell my expression-

do ya think i'm older than you?

all my friends in brunei are older than moi well actually some of them are younger than me.

whenever i want to shake hand with them and kiss their hand (this is how i respect to older) but suddenly they kiss my hand first..

i told one of my friend not to do that. i said you wrong, it should be me, who kiss your hand. haha

she said owh yeah i'm older than you, i'm so confuse because you so tall and big than me. that is why i kissed your hand.

hahah lmao!!

that is why i need to ask how old are you and when is your birthday? HAHAHAHA..

HOW COOL AM I!!.

i just haven't met you yet :)

I'm Not Surprised
Not Everything Lasts
I've Broken My Heart So Many Times,
I Stop Keeping Track.
Talk Myself In
I Talk Myself Out
I Get All Worked Up
And Then I Let Myself Down.

I Tried So Very Hard Not To Loose It
I Came Up With A Million Excuses
I Thought I Thought Of Every Possibility

And I Know Someday That It'll All Turn Out
You'll Make Me Work So We Can Work To Work It Out
And I Promise You Kid That I'll Give So Much More Than I Get
I Just Haven't Met You Yet

Mmmmm ....

I Might Have To Wait
I'll Never Give Up
I Guess It's Half Timing
And The Other Half's Luck
Wherever You Are
Whenever It's Right
You Come Out Of Nowhere And Into My Life

And I Know That We Can Be So Amazing
And Baby Your Love Is Gonna Change Me
And Now I Can See Every Possibility

Mmmmm ......

And Somehow I Know That It Will All Turn Out
And You'll Make Me Work So We Can Work To Work It Out
And I Promise You Kid I'll Give So Much More Than I Get
I Just Haven't Met You Yet

They Say All's Fair
And In Love And War
But I Won't Need To Fight It
We'll Get It Right
And We'll Be United

And I Know That We Can Be So Amazing
And Being In Your Life Is Gonna Change Me
And Now I Can See Every Single Possibility

Mmmm .....

And Someday I Know It'll All Turn Out
And I'll Work To Work It Out
Promise You Kid I'll Give More Than I Get
Than I Get Than I Get Than I Get

Oh You Know It'll All Turn Out
And You'll Make Me Work So We Can Work To Work It Out
And I Promise You Kid To Give So Much More Than I Get
Yeah I Just Haven't Met You Yet

I Just Haven't Met You Yet
Oh Promise You Kid
To Give So Much More Than I Get

I Said Love Love Love Love Love Love Love .....
I Just Haven't Met You Yet
Love Love Love .....
I Just Haven't Met You Yet

so sad!

why is so soon to leave them? aawww.. :( so sedih..
i don't wanna go back to that country, it's horrible.

i miss you a lot!!

where you used to be, there is a whole in the world, which i find my self constantly walking around in the day time and falling in at night, I MISS YOU LIKE HELL!